Dark Scabbard of Hatred

As I sit here recording my thoughts You have no idea, no inkling That soon I will be your unforgiven Not because of the truths you hide from Or a deed so heinous But, for the perception of betrayal you will imagine Acuity lost in your reality Not based in the facts we search Little will you realize that I am indeed right My motives just Instead, you will forgo reason The embers of your jealousy Igniting the flames of hatred So unjust Yet, somehow expected An undeserving finale From the beginning My heart and soul bled for you Standing up for the cause out of trust Desire for the equality you offered Now, all trust lost Desire now despair My mind as dormant as your heart My vision along another path To you, the problem is invisible Blinded by greed, makes it so Insecure with everything, everyone Scared, afraid to stand up to the smallest challenge Or criticism for that matter Do you live? Or are you just a pawn? From my perspective, neither! To me, you were an equal Now, nothing A friend Now enemy For what I ask? Was it worth it? From my perspective, no However, I do live in the present In the delusion you call home You survive in the eternity You are the master, the god The sun holding the gravitation pull of everything, everyone Your dark scabbard of hatred punctured my soul Destroying my vision Silencing my voice Ending my existence Again I ask, for what?